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Life sucks.
Seriously.
I'm pretty sure I'm going to fail my art history class and I know I'm going to fail my English class. I lost my student id, and I do not lose important things like that. Ever. Losing it caused a huge bunch of stress in trying to get a job because the one lady said I needed photo id. Turned out I didn't, so she caused me a whole lot of unnecessary stress. I did get the job, at a Little Caesar's 2 blocks up from my house. I've only been there 3 days, and it seems to be okay. Nothing spectacular, cause, its well… a job. But at least I have one, I guess. Now I just have to find even more time in my rapidly diminishing schedule for homework. It's pretty pathetic when my schedule is: school, work/homework, sleep, and nothing else. I can't do anything with anyone, cause people I know are either away at school or at school when I'm home for an hour before work, I'm at work or having to go to work, or I've got homework. My previously barely hanging on social life is fully dead. And I've noticed I've gotten super hyper excited for a small amount of time, like 30 min top, and then the rest of the day is just blah. That sucks.
I feel sick, confused, worried over so many things that I try to shove everything away from my thoughts with some lame excuse that it'll work out and I'm just being paranoid or coming up with stuff that doesn't exist. Telling myself stuff doesn't help (no duh, sherlock), but who the heck do I tell things to? Somehow it seems easier to type everything and put it up somewhere where maybe some people see it.
I've heard people say that your high school years are the best years of your life. Ha. Ha. Ha. High school was hell and this is even worse.
Things To Deviate:
Pottery
some Lego stuff
Photographs
100 List
Passing of the Crown *new and edited*
The Rest of An Aberrant Proposal
Second LoZ fic- >.>
Third LoZ fic- Sheik
Dreamland Fanfic 2
More writing projects!!!
Character Lineup of EVERYBODY!!!
My Dresser- need to finish other phoenix or do a dragon?
fanart/fanfiction-fanfiction for CallistoHime!
ShouYume’s Boardgame Contest Entry
Srrdian Myths, Legends, and History
Seriously.
I'm pretty sure I'm going to fail my art history class and I know I'm going to fail my English class. I lost my student id, and I do not lose important things like that. Ever. Losing it caused a huge bunch of stress in trying to get a job because the one lady said I needed photo id. Turned out I didn't, so she caused me a whole lot of unnecessary stress. I did get the job, at a Little Caesar's 2 blocks up from my house. I've only been there 3 days, and it seems to be okay. Nothing spectacular, cause, its well… a job. But at least I have one, I guess. Now I just have to find even more time in my rapidly diminishing schedule for homework. It's pretty pathetic when my schedule is: school, work/homework, sleep, and nothing else. I can't do anything with anyone, cause people I know are either away at school or at school when I'm home for an hour before work, I'm at work or having to go to work, or I've got homework. My previously barely hanging on social life is fully dead. And I've noticed I've gotten super hyper excited for a small amount of time, like 30 min top, and then the rest of the day is just blah. That sucks.
I feel sick, confused, worried over so many things that I try to shove everything away from my thoughts with some lame excuse that it'll work out and I'm just being paranoid or coming up with stuff that doesn't exist. Telling myself stuff doesn't help (no duh, sherlock), but who the heck do I tell things to? Somehow it seems easier to type everything and put it up somewhere where maybe some people see it.
I've heard people say that your high school years are the best years of your life. Ha. Ha. Ha. High school was hell and this is even worse.
Things To Deviate:
Pottery some Lego stuff Photographs 100 List Passing of the Crown *new and edited* The Rest of An Aberrant Proposal Second LoZ fic- >.> Third LoZ fic- Sheik Dreamland Fanfic 2 More writing projects!!! Character Lineup of EVERYBODY!!! My Dresser- need to finish other phoenix or do a dragon? fanart/fanfiction-fanfiction for CallistoHime! ShouYume’s Boardgame Contest Entry Srrdian Myths, Legends, and History
Please Look Forward To It!
Hello to everyone reading this!
Wow.
Wooooooooooow.
It has been literal AGES since I have been on here. To anyone still following me, wow, you guys are amazing. I really am truly sorry for being terrible about updating/producing this DA account. Not that I've really been doing much. :( I mentioned in my last post that I discovered Final Fantasy XIV Online and have been playing that almost every day since. It truly is a really great game. If anyone wants to get the game and wants a friend email code thing (you get cool stuff like an exp bonus! and things to turn in for cool gear!), hit me up! Unfortunately, stress with my new job and learni
So a yearly journal has sort of become the norm...
Why is it that I only remember DA every year or so, plus/minus a few days? It must be a lovechild between my biological clock and my sub-conscious.
Anyways, wow things have happened to me. I quit my hostile job, am starting another soon, got a new computer, got sucked into FFXIV...
I am so glad I got out of my previous job. The whole environment there was exceedingly hostile and it was honestly depressing working at that place. It sucked out SO much of my creativity it wasn't even funny. I had no desire to do anything artistic. :( You would think, oh, its a craft store, you love arts and crafts that's such a perfect job for y- NO! NO NO NO
Yo! Still alive over here.
Howdy! Checking in to tell y'all that I'm not dead yet.
And I'm kinda freaking out over Hyrule Warriors and Zelda U, and How To Train your Dragon 2. And dat new Coldplay album though!
Still working on that fanfic! I'm trying to flesh out the overall story and outline things and do fancier writer stuff before getting to the individual chapters. I want to know at least vaguely where I'm going with it. ;)
Also! I will be going to Salt Lake City Comic Con this September and will be debuting a new cosplay! Not 100% sure of who I will be, though, so I gotta decide quick!
Thought you guys would like to know...
So I thought you guys would like to know, I'm halfway done with Chapter 2 of Succession! No more "Yay I'm back gonna write my fanfic" then a year goes by and nothing happens. ;)
Heehee!
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Yeah, the saying that "High school years are the best years of your life." is WRONG! High school SUCKS! Boring as HELL! Can't wait till I get it over with >.> Oh well, life has its ups and down. I wish you luck with everything, hope you'll turn out better over time... HUG FOR LUCK! 
